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5月29日 parents just dont understandHey Everyone
Ok so today I went and applied at a bank in the hopes of actually doing something with my life. Yes I'm actually going to get off my fat ass and DO SOMETHING!!! Dont get me wrong subway is great and if I found another job I would totally miss the staff but let's face it. I need more in my life if I'm to give my kids everything they deserve. Plus, now I wont be such a useless shit to certain family member, oh u know who u are.
Hey i know that I'm a 24 (almost 25) year old married woman with 2 kids but that doesnt mean that I have to be 100% grown up and either be a mimic of the 1950's version of a housewife or a top career woman. Subway was not an ideal for the rest of my life job but it was good and yes I'm happy there. If I needed time off for anything they gave it to me, when i was pregnant with my second child they were supportive, plus I had a lot of respect. Not many people can have that kind of work atmosphere in the fast food industry. I was/am lucky. The best part, I was able to be myself, no questions asked and no one looked down their noses at me.
I'm not the serious, perfect sounding or looking wife/mom but I am me. From what I've been told I should be acting responsible and serious basically like I have a stick up my ass but know when to laugh. I'm suppose to watch what I say and how I say it (most people dont do that). Plus I'm suppose to behave ina manner which society would deam as befiting a mother. Well guess what society....FUCK U ALL WHO BELIEVE THAT SHIT!!! I'm outgoing and bubbly and carefree and I almost always shove my foot in my mouth. As a parent I havent a clue as to what I'm doing but I would do anything to keep my kids safe and make them happy. I have the sense of humour of a twisted teenager and I'm not about to back down from something when I know I'm right.
As for my looks, well, I generally wear t-shirts with sayings on them or sweats instead of the suits and dresses and "classy stuff" I apparently used to dress like. To those who make comments about that didya ever think why?? Let's see...I have 2 kids who like to make a mess. At least I dont have to worry about getting dirty. I'm comfortable. I'm not slutty or trashy or daring or anything and I dont offend anyone with what I wear so what's the problem?
In case youre wondering what brought all this on it's cause today I realized that I'll be going home to Kitimat in 24 days. Kitimat, being the small town that it is, well, it's very judgemental. When I go hoem I get to spend 2 whole weeks pretending to be something I'm not just to keep the peace and it sucks. And not only that, I get to act ina manner that's not me but then I still get to deal with cristicism about stuff thats either not someone's business or thats not even me. WOHOO!!! Thank god for my sisters.
Ok thats enough of me whining i'll write again later. 评论 (1)
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